I thought I would share something a bit personal today, the story of how I lost my virginity. When I turned 18, I was actually a little surprised that I hadn't lost it yet, but thinking now, it isn't that surprising.
Throughout high school I was always known as a slut, obviously not because I was actually sleeping around, but because I have a very natural flirty personality, part of the reason I kept my virginity throughout high school was because I didn't want to prove these people who thought I was a slut right, also, I had never had a serious boyfriend, to this day I STILL don't want a serious boyfriend, I'm young, why not have fun? Since I was 16, I had done everything but sex with a couple of guys. Blowjobs, fingering, all that fun stuff.
At a Halloween party about 3 months after my 18th birthday, I had a bit too much to drink and ended up making out with a guy (lets call him 'D') who I had met a few weeks prior. I mean serious making-out, hands all over each other, we must have been kissing for a good 45 minutes, leaving my lips pretty swollen - lol! Nothing progressed that night, but the next day, while chatting he asked if I wanted to come over to his place (well, his parents place - the joys of being young ;)), of course I said yes. I hadn't truly expected it to happen, but I did prepare myself incase, shaved and made sure I was wearing sexy underwear - I still remember the exact ones I had on!
We went into his bedroom and after a few flirtatious remarks, we started kissing again on his bed, me on top, clothes flying all over the place. One thing led to another and BAM, it was over. The night ended by us cuddling on his bed for a couple hours chatting.
Overall, I really couldn't have asked for a better first experience. Personally, I've never thought of sex to be a huge deal, and I still don't feel any strong attachments to anyone I have had sex with, maybe why being an escort seems so perfect for me? Lol! Even till this day, D and I are still friends.
Growing up in a christian household I never thought I would get into this lifestyle, but what happens, happens. No regets
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Thanks Ginger! And you're right, no regrets!
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